We Nepalese are truly blessed because in our country there are so many so many who need LOVE and COMPASSION. So much chance is there to become paagal in LOVE and COMPASSION. But if your EGO is strengthened more by doing them, it is more harmful than anything else.

I'll tell you my own true story.... One evening I was returning home in my Car. Near Bhadrakali, my car was hit from back by a mobike. I stopped, the man in mobike too. The first thing as I got out from my car was to ask him whether he was alright pr mpt without worrying about my car. Nothing happened to him, my car needed little dent which I didn't care, so I let him go. When I came home, I was puzzled about myself because normally I was not that type of man. When I thought very deeply, I found the reason why I acted so.... I HAD RETURNED AFTER MY MEDITATION. Amazing...Isn't it? NOWADAYS I BELIEVE, THE ONLY POSSIBLE WAY THIS WORLD CAN BE CHANGED IS THROUGH MEDITATION. It's paagal's experience.

Tbe LOVE we know nowadays is just to please who you love. If everything is according to the others' likings then the other feel LOVED. In other words, to become SLAVE of the OTHER. All the LOVE we talk or know is CONDITIONAL.

In the present world, almost every song is about LOVE. There are books about LOVE everywhere. It is a sign that LOVE is more and more scarce.

Even LOVE is so scarce now, what to talk about COMPASSION? COMPASSION which is much higher feeling than LOVE.

Paagal keeps on talking when gets chance.

But to tell you honestly, our country need a person who is ready to die for LOVE and COMPASSION. Till we've have seen only actors.

THERE IS NO SHORTCUT

One thing has to be remembered about meditation; it is a long journey and there is no shortcut. Anyone who says there is a shortcut is befooling you.

It is a long journey because the change is very deep and is achieved after many lives - many lives of routine habits, thinking, desiring. And the mind structure; that you have to drop through meditation. In fact it is almost impossible - but it happens.

A man becoming a meditator is the greatest responsibility in the world. It is not easy. It cannot be instant. So from the beginning never start expecting too much and then you will never be frustrated. You will always be happy because things will grow very slowly.

Meditation is not a seasonal flower which within six weeks is there. It is a very very big tree. It needs time to spread its roots.

EGO is the problem of all problems. The current education only boosts it. But I don't know what is right or wrong. To balance is the best, is my experience. In other words, to be aware is the best solution. I'm talking like GURU...BULLSHIT.

My buddi can't catch what you're saying... dear paagal brother.

paagal, i hear what you are saying. there is tremendous joy in giving unconditional love. it's not only nepal that lacks love and compassion though. the whole world is bereft of love and compassion. it is a sad state of affairs indeed.

and ego is certainly partly to blame. we are all here to stoke our egos. we all want to be loved and appreciated, but we have been conditioned by our materialistic and power-hungry society into believing that the acquisition of money and fame will bring us acceptance and appreciation, and ultimately happiness. how deluded we all are. we are all stoking our egos. and althoug some of us realize that there is some truth to what i am saying, few really have the conviction and courage to really follow their heart and give unconditionally. i bow my head in respect to the courageous souls such as mother teresa, albert schweitzer and hellen keller.

if living a wholesome life is a three (or four, or whatever is your fav number) legged stool, then some people of the eastern philosophical persuasion believe that meditation is an important leg. ppl work out at the gym to train their bodies; meditation trains minds. but i dont know if meditation is the solution to all life's problems in today's world. it certainly makes empowers you to face life's vissicitudes, but other things are also in play.

philosophical pursuasionS (i am thinking hindus and buddhists)

Paagal has started his spritiual journey...........where he has started to understood his role being a human being........meditation has made him soft and better human but he has to keep doing it to balance his negative vibes........then second phase is testing phase.......where he will talk about this things? ppl will make fun of him, they will tell him to go to himalya, be jogi, ta baragi huna lagis and will treat him as he is bitten by spritiual bug...........third phase is bairagi phase.....where there is lot of suffering like....lot of question in head? why is this, why is that so and so.........that is the most hard phase..........once u done it........then fourth phase...that is getting the answers which has been unanswered...

need more on this ask me...i will let you know...been there

paagal bro wah wah..kya bola ;o)....no wonder u chose the perfect name for urself..;o)...

anyways reading about ur car accident..i have one to share too...
well i was on me bike and after the traffic the highway was on the left...and since i was stuck in the extreme right of the road...had to turn left..and well do a quick one...saw it was clear..but alas i was mistaken..one freakn sports car was speeding ..but it was too late..i already was turning left..and accelerating...and well it was gonna bang me ass if i didnt get out..all i could do was to instantly try turn right..and in a slpit of moment..well everything happened to fast...

i turned right to avoid it..and well lost control of me bike..and when i gained concious..i was there lyin on the road..shattered glasses around me..and me bike in the front...behind one MERC!!(well better to bang another ass even if u cant ..then to get ur ass banged aint it?;oP)

and i was like OH NO!!DYAM!(was more scared how much i had to pay then to think if i had broken anything of mine ;oP)and the driver comes out..and dyam guess wat!!...he didnt even look at me..lying down..he went straight to the back of his car to check for damages...geee...so i got up...(had some injury to the hand and knees..didnt break them so am lucky i guess hehe)..

another Lucky thing for me..MERC are strong..no damages...so didnt get to pay..but dyam that person :o| :oS....never talked or asked if im alright etc..just looked at his damages..gave me a stare and drove off..while during all those time...i was saying...is there any damages..blah blah blah...

and guess wat..those who stopped to ask me if im alright and do i need help..etc..were Bikers...felt good to be asked...

bottom line...most of the the time... compassion only comes from those who have expereinced those things before..sad but true..:oS...but then again never say never ;o)...

so if u think meditation made u do that wat u said it made u do that..CHEERS to meditation!!.but of cos... 1st and foremost Cheers to urself..:o)...

and may everyone be forced to meditate hehe..well too many lazy arse in the world ..have to force..;oP...sometimes the world makes a person wanna be a dictator hoina?

wah wah more pls!!!:oD...Love and compassion..well im sure we have some left in our world :o)...hopefully it wont stop :o)...


mm bro...if got things to share..pls share..why are u shy and waiting to be asked ;oP..hehee...


good day...

danny