paagal bro wah wah..kya bola ;o)....no wonder u chose the perfect name for urself..;o)... anyways reading about ur car accident..i have one to share too... well i was on me bike and after the traffic the highway was on the left...and since i was stuck in the extreme right of the road...had to turn left..and well do a quick one...saw it was clear..but alas i was mistaken..one freakn sports car was speeding ..but it was too late..i already was turning left..and accelerating...and well it was gonna bang me ass if i didnt get out..all i could do was to instantly try turn right..and in a slpit of moment..well everything happened to fast... i turned right to avoid it..and well lost control of me bike..and when i gained concious..i was there lyin on the road..shattered glasses around me..and me bike in the front...behind one MERC!!(well better to bang another ass even if u cant ..then to get ur ass banged aint it?;oP) and i was like OH NO!!DYAM!(was more scared how much i had to pay then to think if i had broken anything of mine ;oP)and the driver comes out..and dyam guess wat!!...he didnt even look at me..lying down..he went straight to the back of his car to check for damages...geee...so i got up...(had some injury to the hand and knees..didnt break them so am lucky i guess hehe).. another Lucky thing for me..MERC are strong..no damages...so didnt get to pay..but dyam that person :o| :oS....never talked or asked if im alright etc..just looked at his damages..gave me a stare and drove off..while during all those time...i was saying...is there any damages..blah blah blah... and guess wat..those who stopped to ask me if im alright and do i need help..etc..were Bikers...felt good to be asked... bottom line...most of the the time... compassion only comes from those who have expereinced those things before..sad but true..:oS...but then again never say never ;o)... so if u think meditation made u do that wat u said it made u do that..CHEERS to meditation!!.but of cos... 1st and foremost Cheers to urself..:o)... and may everyone be forced to meditate hehe..well too many lazy arse in the world ..have to force..;oP...sometimes the world makes a person wanna be a dictator hoina? wah wah more pls!!!:oD...Love and compassion..well im sure we have some left in our world :o)...hopefully it wont stop :o)... mm bro...if got things to share..pls share..why are u shy and waiting to be asked ;oP..hehee... good day... danny