Hello Evanescence,

Long time! 

As always, it is a treat to read your pieces, more so when your words so aptly capture the situations and sentiments of so many. Needless to say, you are not alone in feeling that way and this fight is not yours alone to fight. I think there is an epidemic of neglect, anxiety and egotism in the world today. All three are strongly connected to one another. More people will die from depression than Ebola but Ebola is so much more enthralling to talk about :) 

Let's face it, the first lesson in becoming an adult is realizing you are not special.  No one is. You may be special to your parents, spouse and close friends  but to the rest of the world you are no one. Unless we accept this reality, we can never grow up, and unless we grow up, we can never be happy. 

But feeling insignificant may not be as terrible as it sounds. Think of it, the world ignores you and makes you feel small not because it hates you (or because it thinks you are Kafka's insect) but simply because other people are too caught up with their own lives to have a clue about what you think, who you are, what you do, what foods you like and the countless other things that go on in your head every second that you are awake. If they knew the self-narrative you have written for yourself, I am sure you would be flooded by  notes of love and support sent by countless others who could instantly relate to your thoughts.

And besides, being small and insignificant come with it's perks. For one, you can live your life in peace without the glare and scrutiny of others. You are free to make decisions about your life without the pressure that someone of social or political prominence might feel. More choices to try different paths and find fulfillment.

Yes, writing, as you mentioned, and speaking up are two great ways to stir the pot. Your voice and your words are what you use to create, occupy and expand your space. They are the best tools against everything that life tries to rob you of. In fact, your words, more than your genes, are your best shot at immortality :)

Live on.

Last edited: 17-Nov-14 08:22 PM