We were done with our finals. We were quite happy with the way our final turned out. Now what next?. She was sure, she would be going to usa for further study. As for me I wanted to complete my bachelor in Nepal. Again our same old schedule started like it used to be.
   She started toefl class. I was little sad  and worried when I knew that. I haven't kept my feelings towards her yet. I was worried, if she's gonna leave me without me being able to put my feelings infront of her. I wanted to let her know, how much I love her, how much I care her, what does she mean to me. I wanted to give her unconditional love.  I was burning internally. 
   I was also scared about the fact what if she doesn't have the same kind of feelings I have towards her. The fact of losing her used to make me so nervous. But I knew that whatever the result is I have to confess that I love her tremendously. So, oneday  I decided that I am going to propose her and called her at our regular time 9:30 p.m.
Ayushma: Hello
Me: Hi Aushma
Ayushma: K chha?
Me:thik chha, euta ekdam important kura garnu chha
Ayushma: k ho testo important? bhana na
Me: promise gara, you won't get mad
Ayushma: Ok baba, I don't get mad
Me: sachi bhanu
Ayushma: bhana chhitto
Me: Ayushma I Love You very much..................to be continued