Thanks for your comments ppl, I now still have faith in sajha (and humanity in general, the irony is there) as a forum to share experiences and all that jizz jazz. But there are always cynic clowns and I don't reprimend that coz I am one of them. 

 Anyways as much as I liked reading all your perspectives, abstract imagery, and some helpful lifehacking suggestions (cliche and non-cliche type) I loved foxconn's perspective the best. Once again thanks to you dude/gal (whatever it is). Your insight on the running out of ideas and getting panic attacks upon realization of one's "lost soul" is true, and the more I think of it the more it sounds like its the deal.
 
 Now I demand more answers. Besides all that name, fame, and green game, what do people really want? What's that thing in your white stuff in your head that makes you a go-getter and not a couch-sloucher? I am interested in that too. What makes you a party king/queen and not a loner drinking in a dark by yourself? I expect more of a substantial and ridiculous hypothetical answer that I can relate to rather than those old cliche ones (like "be yourself", "enjoy your life", "approach people and make friends", IDK shitbag ideas like that coz if you have read about it or thought about it, chances are I might have done the same). 

Once again thanks everybody for reading, and thanks x 2 to all for posting. (even a three letter work "LOL" qualifies you for that extra thanks).
Peace and cheers

P.S I haven't really posted or read sajha for a long time. The last time I was here there was no such thing as like/flag thingy. I didn't flag answer on purpose. I just thought it was something like dislike (it is my own judgement and I could be wrong. I clicked like/flag solely on how I could relate to it)....