@peace in heaven. Nice writing. If it's real story, then i feel for you. Been there, done that :-).

As per my experience, my advice would to get yourself engaged with other stuff like studies, sports or even gym.

You should take him out of your mind.

Never lose hope and bhanchani, dekheko haina lekheko paucha re kya.


Keep your spirits high.

Peace

Sirus_Me