Nepalese community is segregated. We try to fit in here in USA, but at some point in life, we go back to our home country because that's where we are respected and counted. So, here is my suggestion, if you decide to stay in USA, try to be integrated. Black community integrate themselves with white people. Unlike Asians, who are confined within their own circle and culture. Have a positive mindset and stop thinking like a racist. I am sure you will start seeing life in USA.