it's not shameful to go to Nepal. it's not the last option , rather it should be the first option. it's not a loss to go back to your country. no body will look you down. people will admire you and appreciate you. no matter what Nepali people are nicer compare to these goreys here who always think you're here to steal. you don't have to think about papers. You will, trust me You will find a job. how many people do you know in Nepal who are unemployed and how many do you know in the usa? whatever, we Nepali people who can come to USA in student visa, meaning paying tution , air fares etc are the high class in Nepali sociecty. we can enjoy all those things we have been deprived for since we they freaking printed the F(fu.....cked up) 1 on your visa.. don't be a slave of irrerational fear...

go to Nepal, get your life again, get a job, dont fool around like before.. do well. do your best be with your family.. when you get sleep and when your stress goes away your sex drive improves, you will get your glow back.. then fall in love, marry, make babies.. go with the flow.. raise your kids, be a human..

bottom line: would you wanna be a chicken in a golden cage, or would you like to be a human in Nepal.. it's your choice...just think again, what did you get in 6 years.. what's the gurantee things will be better in next 6 years, if you go thorough h1b route, and that is if you're extermly lucky and talented at the same time.. and that is when you're in your early 30s... at that point where will you be.. no where, you probably going to have few assets like a couple of cars and a house but the truth is you'll have more debt too and you will be working harder than before and getting no where at the same time..

this is your time, think wise.. now a days lots of Nepalis return from Nepal.. ask them, how they are doing.. most of them are happy in Nepal after few months.. yes, hot water, nice highways, cheap gas , cheap food etc are luxuary in the first world country but that does not mean you can live you life just for those things.. humans have other neccasities in life besides such pity privillages..