soullesseye, boy u really fired up.......................did i offeneded you that much? or even try to hurt you?...........my appology, if so.........but never went for that...........for me anything that you do with full consious, and you knew what will be the aftermath - the goods and the bads. the result is not a regret, it was what you choose and you learned with ur experince. I think it's just the way I see regret or even define ( not the dictionary meaning; my personal perspective) it is different than you, and may be many of you out there. Now, if you ask me DO i regret running from home and make suffer everyone in my family. Absoluetly not, It made me differnt person. In one night i was just not same person when I left. I know you would say that it was a miastke. How come i would regret something that brought so many good changes on me. yeha, there are few things that I wished had happen differntly. May be you are right I regret these. U know as a matter of fact I regret the way I treated the girl from Mexcio. But believe me  will I do the same again? Absoluetly not. I learned here. I grew much older. I still miss her. some things in life are just beyond our underatsdings, and I try to aviod those as much as I can. But, no matter how gard I do, there are days, when i think about them and feel sad. .....Well, I can go all day here over same thing....But that would make no difference, and We know we are just different and so do the things we view.........