7 - Chronicles - Moving!!! ------------ Episode - Denial. Down the years I was - what makes me smile And up along the highway I was driving To meet a friend Who had come from aboard And I pulled up for a smoke That I quit, that I never started And it occurred to me That I was in fact Longing for one. While I made an excuse to fill some gas And I saw Marlboro plastered all over A macho man on the horse That I wanted to be, but never could I thought why not And proceeded to be What that poster spoke to me Smoking is cool And it is manly I am manly And how I smoked, doped and did some more And how special I felt... Then, I remembered something What you never said And I turned back Walked... Opened the door Steered the wheel And started talking to myself That you do not matter You never did And I have moved on Like I could And I let a smile Satisfied... I thought I was floating And before I knew I was sinking In the river of denial!