hush if u ask me...wats so special?....tho i might not make sense ;oP...well here is me dumb opinion anyways...hehe its special cos i be MISSIN it!!and it feels so good missing it!!...cos well then i realise how special it is!!:oD...we dun miss anything at all if it wasnt speical hoina?(thats wat i like to think anyways..and dun tell me we do always seek and 'miss' things on the other side..duh!..i mean of cos i celebrated dashain with me family and frens before..so now i realise how speical those times were..:oD...so it feels good!!cos next time when i do get to celebrate it with me family and frens again...i know i be appreciating it a bit more than before :oD....) dyam am nostalgic now :O...kinda thinkn those times..used to feel irritated with me parents and me uncle and aunties..putting the 'tika'(the rice ko) so wide...that it covers all me forehead!!felt pretty weird having a longer 'tika' than some of me frens..(if i saw me frens having a 'tika' longer one than me..i be chucklin inside me..but not lettn them know hehe..it was nice to see some other ppl with tikas covering their whole forehead and goin towards the sideburns wahhaahah)...but how was suppossed to know..that longer tika means more asirbaad..cos me parents and relatives put long ones cos they loved me!!!(i mean duh!!I knew ;oP...but didnt like them showin it that way ke ;oP...)and later i be thinkn dyam!!how do i cut down...make those tikas drop..without touchn with me hand..i mean...they put their blessing on those tikas with so much love hoina?so yap of cos i felt guilty thinkn the tika was so 'long'(dun mind me!!im pretty screwed in the head ke :oS hehe)....and wahahahaa..used to jump around when no one was lookn...to make those tikas fall!! dyam the ingenious things and ways i used to think and come of :O....now im not sure if i did love carryn those babies..or was it cos i 'knew' deep inside the babies have roaming hands..and would of cos more likely touch me 'tika' and drop some!!..im evul i tell!!evul!!!!!arghhhhhhhh!!!;oP ok enuf of blabberings...but missing smthing thats speicial to u...wat could be more special than that ;o)...well im jidde try to convince me there is smthing more speical thing to do..if u fail in convincing me...well dun say i didnt warn u re kya ;oP...and duh!!of cos being with the speicial 'things'(im sayn things cos sheesh u get wat i mean dun u?shud i explain!!!cant name them all..so sheesh ;oP) in ur life...esp durin dashain re kya ;o) of cos nothin can beat that ;o)...other than that...missing woohooo!!it feels good to miss :oD... anyways stop!!!(telln meself ;oP)...im gonna be eatn some khasi today!!thanks to me frens!!bless them!!:oD....and gonna be meetn them after ages...so yap...woohooo!!! Happy Dashain all :oD..and well...hope ur appreciating whatever u have or dun have re kya ;o) (ps Hush u tryn to come to Aussiland re?:O OMG!! :O ..well if u ask me opinion..i do think this place is alright..:oD..and alright is an understatment ;oP..i love the life here..:oD...tho of cos its not perfect..what is?;oP...wouldnt mind if i do end up stayin here for a long time ..:oD...but thats me...hope if u do get to come here..u like it better than US ...but if u dun..oh well..thats u ;oP....) good day :oD...