Mental disorder is killing me. I can't talk with people with smily face. Sometimes I don't even talk with my friends when I am not happy with them. I have a lady friend in Nepal and when she don't reply me on chat I get mad and jealous and start breaking things and punching walls. I am obsessed or something. When she talks with her guy friends it really pisses off. I feel like she is a whore or slut. Don't know how to control all these things. I think may be work load in America is making me nuts. May be i need to return Nepal get married and live like a regular Nepali guy? I am so confused. Lots of stress in foreign country.Last edited: 18-Jul-15 07:58 PM Last edited: 18-Jul-15 08:03 PM