OKi all one more jaos hai ta.. though I dun think this one is too good....:)
Your warmth and love has gone away,
Lonely and distressed, alone I stay..
The soothing words, your sweet lullaby,
I try to hear but they have all gone by!!
I open my eyes and try to see,
Maybe somewhere around you will be,
But the world is black and the world chill,
Waiting for you to hold me, I lie still.
Someone hugs me and tells me not to cry,
They try to console me, but I dont know why!!
"Oh curse the man who did this to her,
May her soul remain in peace forever."
"She was a great lady, god bless her soul,
This isn't even her child, I am told.
The blind bastard took her life away,
Why sacrifice her life for this 'waste' I say!!"
Were they talking about you and me mother?
Why do they say I am not your daughter?
They say you sacrificed your life for me,
Does this mean together never we will be?
Since the time I could think, all I though was about you,
Throughout my life, all I remember is you.
And now these people say we had no relation,
Isn't the bond of hearts the main foundation?
I saw the world through your beautiful eyes,
You told me that everything was beautiful and nice.
You showed me the blue sky and the grass so green...
I started to imagine the things I had never seen.
When I woke you up in the middle of the night,
And asked you if the sun was shining bright,
You would smile and take me in your embrace,
Explain it was still night, your voice never losing the grace!
You were my definition of life and beauty,
The center of my life you were completely.
When I first fell, it was in your arm,
My tears you wiped, your voice so warm.
I never blamed god for making me blind,
By giving me your love, he had been so kind.
If my eyes were the cost I had to pay for you,
I would gladly give up my other senses too.
But now god has taken you away,
In darkness and pain he wants me to stay.
You made me live live, but now I am dead.
Why didn't He take my life instead?
Mother you never taught me to loathe or despise,
But how do I explain this feeling I feel inside?
He never loved me but atleast I had you,
How could He be so cruel to take you too?
Last night when I felt the cruel arms around me,
Tearing my clothes and pushing me blindly,
I didn't remember god; mother I remembered you!
For me mother,only your love was true.
Then somewhere I heard a screeching scream,
Was it really you mother.. or was it a dream?
And then the silence was all that remained,
You did not reply, though I called you again and again.
And now they say that you are gone,
I will have to fight this battle and live alone!!
Don't these people realize you were my soul?
Without you my life is just an empty hole.
Oh mother I am dead and blind again,
With no one to love and soothe my pain.
The darkness and misery has engulfed me completely,
Will I ever again gain back my identity?
Mother wont you ever tell me if it is dawn again?
For your soothing voice I wait in this darkness and pain!!
