oi kukurni..!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
(la pugyo talai topahni bolaunu...feels closer calling u kukurni..and what others think..laat maarooo..)

as i said earlier in me post earlier^...so here i am gonna write to you...dyam and am i feeling in a reflecting mood...(smthing just happened..and not smthing good..alik jyaauuu feeling but i guess alik serious mood pani bhoying..its not a big deal..just smthing that cant be changed..so not gonna talk about it here..)

la what shall i write now..well tayro kura garnu parla(well i always like to talk about you.)...this is ur thread too ni..;o)..

just kasto kay kay kay bhanum maan laaging..but then again..now feeling a bit like old me(the old me who doesnt wanna talk and tell everything)...dunno..now a bit dun feel like bhak bhaking..(but just a while ago..when well guess the mood really there...just wished you were here.and i could tell you everything)

well i just will try to see what i can bhak bhak hai..without wel tellingl you know smthings well better not said..dyam do i feeel vulnerable now...but then again..yo ta tayro thread...i do feel safe here...when ur there...when i feel ur presence (mind mah presence..and well smtimes another kinda presence...real life ma ta hoina..not for now anyways...:oS..but one day who knows...)
"this presence " of yours mkes me feel so safe...laat maar world ko...whatever think of me..or you..or anyone else...laat marrooo whatever shit there is out there.....whatever shit is gonna be thrown at me at you..or anyone out there.....i know am ready for alll those shit esp with your presence..dyam!!Chow chee bye!!..what kinda freak are you...makes me feel so good..even when shit is happening to me...i do hope every freaking shit out there..has someone like you around them...dyam!! in this world full of shit...we do need a kurkurni like you...who makes us feel good about ourself...and makes us think good about others...

this freaking world ..always full of shit.....if only we could just bomb the bloody freaking whole thing and everything just goes BOOOM!!...and the world ceases to disappear...and then a new one starts...and dyam....a world where they have good shit..esp ppl like you..freaking...all these shitty human feelings...greed...jealousy...hatred..any other nahuney nahuney feelings..those humanly feelings we humans have..supposed to have...esto feelings lai laat maroooo!!!..esp when ur being greedy....showing jealousy..for all the wrong reasons...(hatred chai dyam...never think anyone can hate anyone for the right reasons..cant think of any reasons...well i got puny mind..which doesnt really work..)

dyamm!!...but have i ever seen these kinda feelings from you??..(ok..your gonna say...i dunno you too well..havent really known u for too long..but i know you!!BHUJISH!!!i see smthing in u..smthing i freaking never seen in anyone..and most prob never will ...and nots cos ur trying to show that thing to me..its actually cos ur freaking trying to hide it!!! ..ever thought i do know you more than well..you do know yourself..more than anyone ever will...if u dun think so...laat marrooo what u freaking think!!...cos i think this way..and you cant freaking stop me BHUJISH!!!..if u wanna stop me!!! start thinking why i think ths way about u..and start beleiving it..and see if thats really u!! u be freaking surprised to know its all true...had been there all the while!!)..

CHOW CHEE BYE!!....always seeing so much lop from you...and that too always for others..freaking piece of shit!!..shit who doesnt really freaking you the way i see you...freaking blind ppl haru ko eyes nikaleyra...let them be blind for real...what uses are eyes..that cannot see..and maybe transplant them to blind ppl who has never seen the world.dyam..these ppl will appeciate it...will know how to appreciate..and see the good things in life...for the goodness they have...freaking ppl like you..(is there any other person/ppl like you?

i actually freaking dun think so there is..but just being optimistic.hoping there..is..cos well dyam...do i feel happy knowing you..and dyam do i wanna others to feel the same happiness im feeling...)...and if u think...im not really seeing the true you...F**K OFF!!..i know what i seee...and i believe what i see..dun need others to tell me ..this is this..this is that..(in some things yap i need to be told...on things i have no idea on...im always willing to learn...but freaking shit!!!...on this seeing you for who you are..dyam!! freaking others should start opening their eyes more and well try to spot ppl like you)..so laat marrooo to any smartarse wanna be who wants me to stop thinking this way..or well wanna "show" me reality...i freaking khow whats reality..but f**k me...i lop to dream..and mamphaka...you is freaking make me dream like never before....and i get freaked out smtimes too...cos shit..wtf!!! i never seem to any shit about you...that will tell me..."topah ur not in a dream..she does exist..cos there is some imperfection ..which is considered imperfection..so dun worry too much"..

but WT!!...when u "try" to show me those imperfections...dyam...freaking shit..the nice things about you appears and freaking shines!!! i tell u!!..dyam think im gonna go blind soon one day..cos dyam its so freaking!!! bright!!!...( well though i dun like to...think i should get me a shade and wear it..when talking to you...hah.imgine .. me...wearing a shade..talking with u...and what a liner it will be when i say...i'll be back when i go for me regular achi.or susu break..i mean dyam...its u who takes the break most of the time...me chai...always trying to control...hehe..well i do have a limit...guess smtimes u hve seen me go...)

...so freaking!! stop trying to show me ur imperfections or whatever u call it..cos dyam..guess u cant force me to see it...cos theres not much(or maybe u dun have none!!!:o| well i know no one is perfect..but dyam..after knowing u...i starting to think otherwise)

(freaking loong lekhio!!!! continued!!!!!!)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..!!!

KUKURNI!!!!
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!..
(((freakin!!!! continued here))))


if u freaking say...anything bad about urself...im gonna freaking...laat maarying you ..till u come to your senses..BHUJISH!!!and well more now..its just words...u just wait..if u dun heed me words...as they say every kukur will have their day...this kukur is learning to be patience..(dyam..all cos of you i tell you!!) but in the meantime...dyam!! always getting jealous..(well im human...humanly..kukur....kay gareney??...if its a fault so be it...i cant stop feeeling jealous...though i dun have the right..or reason too..but wtf!!..esto RKR aucha...khoi khoi bela...wah!!..dyam it freaks me out!!!!)..i will get me chance and kanninabhoy!! i show you what i mean then!!!..SUUNNIS!!!

KANNINABHOY CHOW CHEEE BYE!!! all of the shit always seems to be happening to you.....(i feel you are getting the most shit and the worst one too)...all...everyday...been thrown at you...and that too..for freeaking ages now...
and so used are you to those freaking shits...u now always prepared to be in that shit..MaatChi***y!!when will u realize u will deserve a lot better...and stop thinking the way u think now..about urself...KUKURNI!! Stop loping everyone..and start loping yourself!!! BHUJISH!! enuf of loping others..when ur getting is ...shit..shit...shit all freaking bad shit!!..dyamm i wouldnt mind sharing some ..(actualy i need more..esp now..when i know i can handle them...cos i know ur freaking presence is there to help me go thru it!!!...)and i know i deserve more shit ;o)...

but kanninabhoy!!! u freaking LOBI KUKURNI!!!...neva wanna share or pass these stuffs...esto jhyaaau feeling...guess that is me shit..the real bad shit...when me knows u feeling like shit..and not wanting to talk about it...saali gaadha!!....always chuup and thinking too much when u feel like shit...esto SHIT i feeling when that happens....kay ironic hoina?u always make me feel happy ...but well dyam!!! u have way to make me feel like shit...and well not cos u wann to...guess ur helpless in this too....:o(

kukurni!!!enuf of talking those things..think i have said enuf..dun even know if it makes sense...i seem to get lost in me own words and thoughts...just know u freaking piece of achi!!......i freaking no idea what i feeling..but dyam good feeeling...yap i do know im really maha paagal bhoyin...and well if this is lop...so be it...will lop u always...BHUJISH!!!...one way or another...even if i stop typing here...SUNNIS!!!..
cos smtimes i think i should just be a silent ...admirer..etc...dherai lop gaarying but well ..na bhanning..as long as knowing ur happy etc..but then again..i see you never get enuf lop as much as u deserve..esto tension bhoying..and yap...i too cant give u enuf..u deserve more(but i will try hai...always will until circumstances forbids me..:oS)..me and that topah too..dun think can give u enuf..like what u really deserve...and if u dun argreee..STFU!!!.acchiii kha!!! aphno achi!!!..cos ur achi is the best there ever is..ever will be..and if u dun wanna eat or achii....u can always pass it to me..i will always be there(maybe not body..but mind and soul) with open arms ready to accept them...actually begging for them...:oD

la mero ta self reflecting mood pani gaayab..dyamm..typing to u...always makes me smile come back..and wah!! thinking of you smiling..or laughing ur banshee laughter(who told u its bansheee!!! ur lafter is one of a kind BHUJISH!! if others dun think so...tell me who..i will get them to prove it...)dyam...oi tayro smile ra laughter record gaar SUNIS!!!whole life...replay gardeu haerchu..kya masti life...:o)..

dyamm...wtf am i feeling...someone one freaking tell me!!...i wanna understand what im feeling and freaking keep it in control..cos its freaking me out..cant control it...!!
KUKURNI!!!!! I LOP YOU!!!...always will!!..and if the world knows..or not...who freaking cares.....laat maarooo!!..to the world and what it thinks about me being all like this....and laat marrooo!! to how u feel about me...i freaking dun care...me have received enuf..(cant take anymore....)now time to give ..give ..give ..to you..onli...:o)


topahni!!!Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..!!!

(freaking still long!!!!....freaking shit!!..continued!!!!!)

KUKURNI!!!!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!
ajo chai maha pagal bhoyin!!!!!
((3rd installement!!!!...finla for today!!!!SUUNIS!!!!no more!!!KHALLASH!!!hopefully ;o)..))

and was listening to this english song(sorry nepali song..only listening to them nowadays..cos lst time..those nepali songs never understood them..why they alwasy had to sing only about gals gals..gals..as though there wasnt any other things to sing about..:oS.but i know now ;o)..)...all the time while typing this...(repeating...repeating..and repeaing...;o))..and now dyam..am really getting the grasp of this..song...so.here it is...think ...this was written for another kukurni of that song writer...(most prob i typed this song before in the other thread...but never did i feel this while typing...or really mean it..:o)..)


shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....
she looks(freaking!!!) sweet...(she is!!!u all freaking find outr urself!)

shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....
(freaking!!!)good enuf to eat...(dun know if anyone freaking good enud to eat her though ;o)..)

shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....
oh oh oh...
she looks so(freaking!!!) fine...(dyam!! fine pani not fine for her)

shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....shes a(freaking!!!) sensation....
im gonna make her(freaking!!!) mine(not really i know me limits ;o).just dream matrai.:o).)

no matter what u do...(u do)..(jay gaar...gaar..ma chai talai always lop garchu :o).BHUJISH!!!..)
i give my(freaking!!!) heart to you..(to you)...(i think i have one..u made me find it ;o)..)
and oh oh baby..
i will give it to you...(u take it bhujish!!do whatever u want..throwing huncha ;o)..but its for u only u..:o)..)

no matter what they say...(freaking shit or no shit..haru lai laat marroo!!!)
yeah we can find a way..(i will freaking find a way..to make sure u see the way i see u)
and oh oh baby...
we can find a way..(if i cant find it..freakin shit..i will die trying!!!)

oh..i didnt know...till i walked you home..(not sure when actually...paagal bhoyin all bhulling...)
that i feel the way i do..(feeling maha dherai!!...but still not understanding!!chow chee bye!)
and i dun care...what the neighbors say..(neighbors lai laat marroo!saansar lai laat maroo!!)
i always will be (freaking!!)true...(u have doubt!!CHOW CHEE BYE!!!..eat achi!!!)
i always will (freaking!!!)lop you...(start believing u deserve lop lots of it!!COS U DO!!!kanninabhoy!!)
(freaking!!!)lop u...(u cant stop me BHUJISH!!!accept it..!!!)
a wo wo wo wohhhh....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh......
ahhhhhhh....ahh ahh
ahhh....ahhh..ahhh....ahhh...ahhh

-ramones

dyam!!!still feeling like singing..saab geet haru ramo lagyo and geet gaunu man lagyo!!!...kukurni!! kay kay malai banayis!!!..jay pani garis....ramro gaaris!!....what else can u do ..expect make others feel happy..smile.e.tc..feel good..:o)

oho green day ko good riddance(time of ur life) ko geet playing ;o)...so u LISTEN!!!!

Quote:
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life. "
Unquote

guess we all didnt excpect all this to happen ..me feeling this..way..u feeelin ur way..and that topah ed feeling what he is feeling...but in the end!! u better make sure..u reading properly!!!....in the end it will be right...either well everthing will turn out right by the time one dies..or when dies and everything turns out right for that person....BUT!! urs is the fisrt scenrario BJHUJISH!!!...so take heed!!!!!and put that into ur head!!!and never forget!!!..everything will turn out right for ..before the end..!!
CHOW CHEEE BYE!!! if u dun put this into ur head!I freaking will dril a holel(with me khukuri if i cant find a drill...i think i know me khukuri well enuf to drill a hole..) thru those achiis filled head of urs!!and freaking...take our all those achiis in ur head..the achis u got used to..the one u call urs...cos its nots urs u freaking shit!!!..ur achis..comes out of ur freaking...arse everyday!!(dyam...mention of ur arse..oho...kya naerna maan lagyo...solid cha..:oP)..ur freaking achiis never stays with u BHUJISH!!!! its others achiiis in ur head so get rid of them!!..ur too attached to them!! and its not urs!!!all shit achiis...unlike urs...which ur pass to me and the other topah.....

anyways as i was saying ..im having a time of me life...cos of u kukurni!!...might not last..yap its unpredicatable..so gonna cherish this now..and well in the future when i dun have it...u better,..well...start having ur time of ur life soon...(if u havent yet..) and well know this...u deserve a long time of ur lfie...BHUJISH!!...dun daar lagney..cos of the past!!!..Past lai LAAT MAAROOO!!!...esp those achiis filled past(ur achiis me will keep forever..;o)...)....

ok gonna end it now..before have to post a 4th installment...dherai lekhing..wait u too not understanding..what im blabbering..cos i tooo forgot what i have said in the previous post...

lop u kukurni!!...so u make sure u always smiling and laffing..both inside and outside!!!...no tension loogin...tension lai phaknu tryin!!!..and make ssure u phakney all!!!...nabha!!!...

take care hai...(i forgot to say smthings i think...but well there is always next time ;o)..)
*hugs*( always you freaking...kukur...who will folllow u..if he can...:o)..)

cheers...:o)...
(and freaking whoever else is reading all this...dun mind what i just typed...alik language problem bhoyo ajo...u wanna blame anyome BLAME THAT FREAKING KUKURNI!!!..but ullai rish na utthaying...blame her with lop ;o)...NABHA!!!! ma auchu...in ur dreams...nightmare...everyday for u BHUJJYO!!!...KANNINABHOY CHOW CHEE BYE HARU!!!...enjoy ur life..:o)..cos i am...well trying to ni ;o) )

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Topahni!!!!
Mwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

KANNINABHOY!!! CHOW CHEE BYE!!!
ur thread going down again.,.RISH AYO!!!!

anyways ek haat mah bhat...arko mah beer...in front topahnis thread!!
WAH!!!!
ajo moj...:o)
ek chin ko lai hiccups pani ahying...who is thinking of me ;o)...of cos meself..duh!!:oP

la machai going...only reached me 5th...gotta get some more...
take care hai...
LOP YOU TOPAHNI!!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh..!!!

laters..:o)

kukurni!!!......

talai ta thaer!!!!!!Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh..!!!

ahiley dherai mawwwah garney mood ma chu!!!!!kay garchas!!!!aijah eyta kukurni!! thaap teyro mwaahs!!!!....eytiiiiiii dherais talai dinu parcha mailey.....!!!hehe
daar lagyo?? good!!! :o)...

kukurni!! sutti raheko chas??thik cha!! suuti ra bhas!!uttis bhaney!!mwaaah garnu aijah bhujisssh!!CHOW CHEEE BYE!!! esto missing feeling garnu talai katti maan lagayko??esto missing feeeling bhako chaa malai...(just woke up)...!!!kurkuni!! aijah end of story garum...eyta...once and for all....Right here Right now!(alik fat boy slim ko music ley inspired bhoying hehe..its playing now..)..if u aint daring to be here now...right here right now!!...talai forever huggging BHUJISH!!!!!chadna talai mah!!!!!!NEVER!!!...ma ta paagal bhoying!!!talai paagal garey ra chadchu!!!!SUUNNNISS!!!!kukurni!!....lop you!!!! :o)



3 lions on a shirt....
Jules rimet still gleaming...
38yrs of hurt...
never did stop me from dreaming...

world cup 2006!!!together we will watch England get back the cup...in Bayern!!

Its coming home....its coming home!!...
its coming...Footballs coming home!!
its coming home...its coming home!!
its coming....footballs coming home!!


Mwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...!!!*hugs**hugs**hugs*
i apprciate all the things u are right now....esp the way ur treating me now..hai...:o)....always will appreciate it..BHUJISH!!CHOW CHEEE BYE!!!BHUJ THIA!!..

take care gaar...ma gaye aru post garnu..
(alik kaha dhekin esto over khusi and dreamng mood ma chu ahiley...thanks to u...and thanks for it hai..:o)..)

cheers...:oD

kukurni....!!
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh....!!!

la ayeh pheri....morning darshan ko lai....kya jhyau...ekchin arko post ma typing gardai thiye..didnt realise...ur this thread was going down..:o(...i will never forgive meself for this...anyways since im here..im gonna well right the wrong that has been donw..:o)..all will try to for u ni..:o)..

ani hehe i aready typed this song before ...but im gonna type this again hai..for u ni ;o)..
alik well this time im gonna type by just listening to it...no google ko help :o)...
alik with more feelings..:o)..cos u deerve it ni :o)..not effort is enuf for u..:o)
dyam this song tune is gettign stuck to me head1!!WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!i used to despise these kinda songs!!!!:oP...hehe


maya ko pahilo...saugat swurup...hredai ko mero sano anurodh...
maya ko pahilo...saugat swurup...hredai ko mero sano anurodh...
korera...mayako..dwi sabdha...timi lai
mero yo prem patra...mero yo prem patra..mero yo prem patra...

i dun know how...i dun when and where...
i dun know how...i dun when and where...
i gave me heart...i fell in lop with you

(no freaking idea what these next verses means so heh euntil i dun know wont type it to u..:o).just gonna replace it with smthing u know..some prrs ;o)..hehe.)

prrr..prr...prr....prrr...prrr...prrrrrrrrrr
prrr...prr...prrr..prr...prrr..prrrrrrrrrrrr
prr...prr....prrr...prrr..prrrrrrrrrr...

kagaj hoina yo..mutu po ho mero...
kagaj hoina yo..mutu po ho mero.
timi bina jeuna dherai chha garo...

swuumpi dai chuu..mayako..dwi sabdha...timi lai...
mero yo prem patra...mero yo prem patra...mero yo prem patra..
meroooo...yo prem patra!


la mahchia goye hai..kaam dherai cha..(kaam is to think of u ni ;o)..)..
take care hai..miss you..:o)..
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh......!!!*hugs*

laters..:oD

topahni..!!
(aru ko cheu ma ta talai topahni bolaunu parla..unless dherai emotional bhoying hunah hehe)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh....!!!

i was keepg me eyes on ur post while cleaning me room...so here i am to stop a paap from happening ;o) hehe...dyam those paapis!!!GRRRRRRR!!!!!..hehe
and urgghh mero room ta worse than ever..:oS...think have to sleep in the couch in the living room tonight hehe..bed mah oho papers .,,posters..etc lying floor pani testai hehe...tauko ghumming bho..kaha dheking eyti saaman niskhio ...malai pani taha chaina hehe...

ani tayro hal khabar?..still sleeping?? hehe...ki kay gardai chas?? tayro oho esy biggy and beautifool eyes closing and dreaming ki...open wide wide..(kajal lahying? hehe) and looking at things ki kay ho?..blessed are those things that ur eyes sees..and more blessed are those eyes which notices ur big big beautifool eyes..so alive and full of energy and joy..:o)..and well of cos whichever eyes sees you :o)....those eyes that watch u and go tirimiri..dyam!! i wish those eyes were mine...those eye which sees you..:o)

anyways dherai no typng na garnu parla..bharai ko lau chaading :o)..dyam think today(tonight) will be missing you a lot..(you should know why..:o(..)
la hai take care hai...
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh...!!*hugs*

smiling later and making others smile with that beautifool smile hai..;o)..if i cant see doesnt mean others shouldnt :o)...

bub bye...:o)

topahni!!...
mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!...
miss you!!SUUNIS!!!
im in arush now...this is the kinda situation i dreaded...so much things to tell u..and well circumstances...dyam we are victims to circumstances....
cirucmstances lai laat marooo!!!!!

for now...me just send u up there...wait for me hai..i know u always do..:o)..
so take care hai...
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...!!!
dherai missing u...kukurni!!..maha paagal bhoying ajo...:o)...

la bub bye...:oD...

Pathetic love story, nobody is interested in your love. Result of watching too many movies.

Touch_the _sky.... it aint for ur interest actually....its for mine...
So run along n indulge ur adoloscent mind in childrens games.....ur not ready for grown up matters sweety.. ;o)

Domi

I MEANT TO SAY IT HERE! you rock! im not typing an essay now! but that was great!
stupid me wrote this in some other thread! what an idiot!

Waaaaaahahaaa.. Reddy..u joker....u made me reply in wrong one too!! ;op

Cheeeeeers! Appreciating it! Short n sweet is quality! ;ox

Domi

topahni..!!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh....!!!
came to pass u some carnations i forgot to in the morn ;o)..(of cos i got it meself, it still smells fresh dun it?;o) hehe)

touch_the_sky...may u touch the sky...:o) seems like u have a dream to do it..well i got a dream of smthing else..and dyam u reminded me i need toc atch up on movies..(esp hindi hehe) been too long..:o)...cheers..:oD..

red...glad u noticed how great the topahni is...better late than never they say..:o)..or do u actually realize.i mean grasp the magnitude of her greatness?? her greatness is like smthing u never seen or imagined so..titanic ta easily will be sunk by her greatness ;o)..

well hope u will realize that ;o)..but u should know one thing...im sorry its too late for u to get into her good books....wahahaha!!..vacancy full ..and well more than full hehe.. cant u see how 2 topahs are bickering and trying to get that place..though it big enuf for two...;o)..guess both of us are just some overweight overgrown freaks..(i am..i dunno if that topah will admit it..he never likes to take credit ;o)..)one one us is enuf to take a place for 2 normal guys :o)..(actually more but hehe katti aphai lai compliment garney hai?hehe..)

and i dare u to write a long essay...if not u stay chuuup..BHUJISH!!:oP..(actually why am i wasting me time to write to that idiot red..cos i know he wont read anyways wahahahaha...dyam nice to laugh at meself wasting me time...;o)..

dyammm....im gettin all this tension seeing all the guys trying to get her attn nowadays hehe i mean nothing to be worried about but then again..hard to believe me and that topah getting so much lop from her..so still alik...u know never thought i get this kinda lop nor deserved it..so still scared about it..that it will go away :o(...

anyways back to business...just feel like typing a song here..(just came back to me mind after a long time..:o|)mood ni weird khalko ayeko cha...(weirder than i ever felt...old feelings ahying..:oS)...song not meant for anyone..(and i do mean it!!! sorry too lady to find the song in me mind thread now hehe..:oP)..and nope it aint nepali(im too new in nepali songs to really know al the good songs..:o).)..guess there are some nepali lopers here..:o)


sometimes it seems so tough....good frens are not enuf...
and im powerless to help...when u take it all upon urself...
feels like u just cant win...the whole wide world is closing in...
and its so hard not to think the worse...when ur the center of the universe...

i see u struggling with the weight of the world..
remember!! im always by ur side (maybe not in body but in soul..:o)..)
too many problems for a little gal...
i'll be beside u when all ur tears have dried...

i lay next to u at night..(i wish..:o(.)..i know smthings just not right...
but theres nothing i can say...when u feel ten thousand miles away...
and i dun have the answers yet..but i get scared when ur upset..
and ur heart feels like an empty home..when u feel so scared and all alone...

i see u strugglin with the weight of the world...
remember!! im always by ur side..(though u might not see me..:o)..)
too many problems for a little gal..
i'll be beside u when all ur tears have dried....

yeeeaaaaaaaaahhh....

think everybodys talking about u..and conspiring to bring u down...
ur thinking that nobody lops u..ever wonder why im still around...

i see u struggling with the weight of the world...
remember...im always by ur side...
too many problems for a little gal...
i be beside u when all ur tears have dried...

-Good Riddance...

la topahni..ma going...(dunno what to say :o|...just one of those days..)
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh....!!!..

take care hai...glad ur back..;o).(guess everyone is glad...if that pc give porlbmes again..PC lai LAAT MAROOO!!!..topah ed is earning a lot these days..im sure he will get u a new pc...hmm a laptop ;o)..ed suni raheyko chas?hehe dun say u aint..i know ur always poking ur nose around when im there...bloody kukur...never leaving me alone with topahni hehe..

.and dun go chasing guys cos they said smthing here(to me hehe or to the other topah ;o)..)it looks bad ni....topahni is to be chased after ni....u dun go around chasing BHUJISH!!! hehe i mean if u have ur own reasons for chasing then thik cha...but if the reason is me or that topah..hehe...mero RKR aucha!!!kaan tya haat ley nachop!!...when an elder(i mean im older than u ni ;o)..) is talking..wahahahaha..cant beleive u gave some grown up lectures there..:oP..malai pani grown up lectures no diying :oP...me always waiting for it ni ;o).

ok outta here...(might post on some threads..i hear some thread calling me name ;o))
strange ur back..and now i miss u more..:o|

kukurni!!!!
(alik close feeling bho ahikey..alik predictions ma dherai typing garey ani hehe mood change bho..:o)..i mean one of thsee days mood chai alik less..:o)..but still lingering hehe...have to live with it for a while ;o))
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh...!!!..

anyways pheri circumstances ley garda...urhghh...ma jannu paryo..table banaunu paryo ;o)...hehe for u ni ;o)..hamro winner..oops i guess i let the cat out of the bag hehe...well no worries ni..it was a forgone conclusion anyways kinda knew who the winner was even before the comp...didnt we?? hehe

la hai ta uper jah ..ma bhanrai talai pheri bhetchu..when ur coming down ;o)..when u reach me level :o)...

la dherai ...dherai..take care gaar....:o)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..>!!! *hugs*

bub bye..:o)
(ps hope i can post hehe..other nick ta mx out bho..dyam for a whle i thought i had unlimited post hehe..dherai dream garyo..alikiti haddi baaching bho ..but dun worry ni...alik fracture haru matrai...will heal in no time..used to it ;o)..)

Danny boy......I looooooppp Carnations!..Do you mind telling me where you got yours sooooooo fresh? *grinning*

Hey as u knw I met domi yesterdaay in de chatroom :D:D....was really awesome !

:D:D:D

Lop u Domi sis ! *Warm smile*

Topahni!!
Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..!!!

alik tayro naam pheri jharay ko dhekhay...GRRR!!! so here i am again :o)
i just type some song hai...kya ramro ni ;o)..make sense to me ;o)..ailikit edit pani dinu parla hehe...


dherai din ra raat biti gaye.. tayro samjhana ma...
aunchha ki bhani ta pharkayra..pheri yo hridaya ma..
talai samjhi desktop heri.. kuri rahan chuu ma
yaha australia ma...yaha australia ma...

hoýoh..oh...oh....oh
hoýoh..oh...oh....oh

saanjh..bihan..dingso..joiley pani talai samjhin chhu..
sapani ma pani ma kina jhaskin chhu..
talai samjhi desktop heri..kuri rahan chuu ma..
yaha australia ma...yaha australia ma...

hoýoh..oh...oh....oh
hoýoh..oh...oh....oh

asha aajhai chha mero yo sano mana ma..
maya mero chha..tayro tyo thulo mana ma..
talai samjhi desktop heri..kuri rahan chuu ma..

yaha australia ma...yaha australia ma...

dherai din ra raat biti gaye.. tayro samjhana ma...
aunchha ki bhani ta pharkayra..pheri yo hridaya ma..
talai samjhi desktop heri.. kuri rahan chuu ma

yaha australia ma...yaha australia ma...
yaha australia ma...yaha australia ma...
yaha australia ma..

la ma chai lagay..ailk kaam paryo..nahuney nahuney circumstances..
take care hai....miss you...:o)
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh....!!!

lady oho u lop carnations?lu pahilo bhannu parthiyo nah?ma alik extra timi ko lai laidin thio ;o)..and well i think where i got it from..well u would have got it from there too ;o)..thats thats how good the place i got it from ;o)..next time bhanna hai..hmm hopefully my flower provider gives me smthing else the next time..(u dun mind hoina?)topahni like variety dinu parla...phool ko naam ma pani zero hehe..roses urghh i dunno..thio purple tulips po maan parcha ki topahni ley?(topahni if u dun like it u like it!!BHUJISH!!! u like what i give u!!!SUUNISH!!!hehe taesko kaan chai bhaira huncha mero shouting ley garda hehe..) ..hmm wonder whats her fav flower...(esto flower..how to shower gifts haru ma chai zero hehe..alik well mood ayo siknu ..lady malai pointer deu hai ;o)..)

and she came to the chatroom!!!oho!!!...i missed such an auspicious occasion...hyaaaa..jhyauuu!!!..:oS....i dunno why me server is banned..says for pRon spam...and its def not me..cos when i used to do that..nothing happened..when i went quiet..well...chyaaa...world is like that..kay garney..:oS...lu pheri chance paye bhanney.ma chai pRon non stop spam garnu parla hehe..:oP

ok outta here...syam back to me blabbing mood hehe...topahni ko magic ;o)..miss you topahni..:o)...

bub bye..:o)

Daaaannyyyyy boy!!

U alrite sugar..so nice to see me Lady C in here too.. n yeh, i met dat lovely gurl in sajha chat the othr day, she really was sweet as she is in here, was wicked to bump into her since i dnt really go into that chatroom..loadsa lop to her, cz really, i can see she is a genuinely a diamond in the rough... ;o)

N topah!! u been goin mad with these songs huh...they're me fave as u know..where u get them from huh?? *nudge nudge wink wink say no more u devil u !! hee hee!! N well, wat can i say abt me magic..i dont really see it meslf,jus me usual weird humour, but i c lots around me .ahem... u guys.. but maybe cz i got this cheeky aura that ppl warms to huh..i say its sum frikn aura of achi i reckon...next time me must get the soft balmed toilet tissue paper.... wahahaa! duuhh..

Rite anywz..il be on my bike..i dont put much appearance in this thread..altho it is dedicated to me...cz well..so much lop here from Danny to me..that well..u know..its very overwhelming ke...so overwhelming that i keep out..hehehe.. no no, im jus kiddin topah...lop rite back atchaaaa ... that other topah Eddie makes an appearance like every blue moon..but still, thats the thing about him isnt it, wen u really wana hear from him, he comes at the rite moment wiv his cheeky nature n cheeky jokes...but me lop him too... he's the best ..besides u Danny...dduuh..heehehe..

Ritey ho..i dont wana catch onto this essay babblings like our dearest Danny..so il stop my pen now.... << this is how nepalis from nepal end their chhitis with i find..dont u .?

La hav fun y'all.. lop all around.. ;ox

Domi

Heyy u all...i was very bored doing nothing so thought lets visit sajha.com...it cheers me up reading your guys threads..man that danda boy can write cant he...domi must be really happy..what more wil a gal want apart from someone who 'LOPS' so much i mean who else would write that long thread..well done to u danda boy...so tell me then domi gal how happy you are..and what happened to that ed guy...man u are loosing out...i know u and danny are sharing domi but still he is getting more of it u dont wana lose out do u...so start posting more threads man...one good thing from this is i get nepali sogns lyrics..but its a shame it is been used here...ahh well for ne good thing there has to be something bad haina...ya nepalis do end their letters with that domi how did u find it...thas how they teach you in nepali schools..ani danny boy u missed domi in chat aww...sorry to hear that...anyway lads and lassy i off now..u guys will c me when i get bored...have fun u f**kn c**ts

Kukurni!!!!!
mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh....!!!..*hugs* :o)
this is gonna be me shortest..post to u..;o)..deleted all the jargosn i had just typed ;o)..just didnt feel like posting all that..now.:o)...(lter tomorrow..well i will have other days..:o)..)

for now..just will say..dyam...appreciate u a lot..:o)..(but well not as much as u should deserve to..cos i know i dun have that capacity for that..:o(..)

topahni!!!Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!*hugsssssssssssssssssss*
miss u(a lot)..:o)..

topahni!!...
Mwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

just doing me daily darshaan...and well later nght ra tomorrow morn ko darshaan garnu pauna...so...dunn forget hai..real life mah 2 mwaahh..u owe me..that makes..errr....kati bho? u count hai..i know its a lot..;o)...
still....no time to really reply to whats up there...:o)...

anyways seems ike it will be a good day...well it is..when me get ur darshaa...:o)..

la timi ramari khau...ramari..basa....ramari...haasa...ma chai gaye..
mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..!!!*hugs*
miss u....(and will be missing u more later in the jadho...hehe) :o)...

take care hai..
bub bye..:o)

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