topahni..!!! Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh....!!! came to pass u some carnations i forgot to in the morn ;o)..(of cos i got it meself, it still smells fresh dun it?;o) hehe) touch_the_sky...may u touch the sky...:o) seems like u have a dream to do it..well i got a dream of smthing else..and dyam u reminded me i need toc atch up on movies..(esp hindi hehe) been too long..:o)...cheers..:oD.. red...glad u noticed how great the topahni is...better late than never they say..:o)..or do u actually realize.i mean grasp the magnitude of her greatness?? her greatness is like smthing u never seen or imagined so..titanic ta easily will be sunk by her greatness ;o).. well hope u will realize that ;o)..but u should know one thing...im sorry its too late for u to get into her good books....wahahaha!!..vacancy full ..and well more than full hehe.. cant u see how 2 topahs are bickering and trying to get that place..though it big enuf for two...;o)..guess both of us are just some overweight overgrown freaks..(i am..i dunno if that topah will admit it..he never likes to take credit ;o)..)one one us is enuf to take a place for 2 normal guys :o)..(actually more but hehe katti aphai lai compliment garney hai?hehe..) and i dare u to write a long essay...if not u stay chuuup..BHUJISH!!:oP..(actually why am i wasting me time to write to that idiot red..cos i know he wont read anyways wahahahaha...dyam nice to laugh at meself wasting me time...;o).. dyammm....im gettin all this tension seeing all the guys trying to get her attn nowadays hehe i mean nothing to be worried about but then again..hard to believe me and that topah getting so much lop from her..so still alik...u know never thought i get this kinda lop nor deserved it..so still scared about it..that it will go away :o(... anyways back to business...just feel like typing a song here..(just came back to me mind after a long time..:o|)mood ni weird khalko ayeko cha...(weirder than i ever felt...old feelings ahying..:oS)...song not meant for anyone..(and i do mean it!!! sorry too lady to find the song in me mind thread now hehe..:oP)..and nope it aint nepali(im too new in nepali songs to really know al the good songs..:o).)..guess there are some nepali lopers here..:o) sometimes it seems so tough....good frens are not enuf... and im powerless to help...when u take it all upon urself... feels like u just cant win...the whole wide world is closing in... and its so hard not to think the worse...when ur the center of the universe... i see u struggling with the weight of the world.. remember!! im always by ur side (maybe not in body but in soul..:o)..) too many problems for a little gal... i'll be beside u when all ur tears have dried... i lay next to u at night..(i wish..:o(.)..i know smthings just not right... but theres nothing i can say...when u feel ten thousand miles away... and i dun have the answers yet..but i get scared when ur upset.. and ur heart feels like an empty home..when u feel so scared and all alone... i see u strugglin with the weight of the world... remember!! im always by ur side..(though u might not see me..:o)..) too many problems for a little gal.. i'll be beside u when all ur tears have dried.... yeeeaaaaaaaaahhh.... think everybodys talking about u..and conspiring to bring u down... ur thinking that nobody lops u..ever wonder why im still around... i see u struggling with the weight of the world... remember...im always by ur side... too many problems for a little gal... i be beside u when all ur tears have dried... -Good Riddance... la topahni..ma going...(dunno what to say :o|...just one of those days..) Mwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh....!!!.. take care hai...glad ur back..;o).(guess everyone is glad...if that pc give porlbmes again..PC lai LAAT MAROOO!!!..topah ed is earning a lot these days..im sure he will get u a new pc...hmm a laptop ;o)..ed suni raheyko chas?hehe dun say u aint..i know ur always poking ur nose around when im there...bloody kukur...never leaving me alone with topahni hehe.. .and dun go chasing guys cos they said smthing here(to me hehe or to the other topah ;o)..)it looks bad ni....topahni is to be chased after ni....u dun go around chasing BHUJISH!!! hehe i mean if u have ur own reasons for chasing then thik cha...but if the reason is me or that topah..hehe...mero RKR aucha!!!kaan tya haat ley nachop!!...when an elder(i mean im older than u ni ;o)..) is talking..wahahahaha..cant beleive u gave some grown up lectures there..:oP..malai pani grown up lectures no diying :oP...me always waiting for it ni ;o). ok outta here...(might post on some threads..i hear some thread calling me name ;o)) strange ur back..and now i miss u more..:o|