yeah Vedic thanks a lot for correcting me, shud say I dont have good knowledge of English as u do. Okey if its disturbing abt Mom n dad why do u call Nepal as ur motherland? 'Janani janmabhumishca swargadapi gariyesi' I can find it out frm ur name that u can easily figure out its meaning..thats why I refered Nepal as motherland as most of Nepali take pride in saying. well if its disgusting for u then I can well assume that u do have a little respect for ur country n thats a positive sign. Only n only if u think economic indicators r the true basis to measure a country's sucess then ur point may have some sense but I still say its better die hungry then be a puppet of others becoz being a puppet is dying every second, n the way u would have advised could have led us to the same situation.... A lot of questions can be raised 1.What if British made Nepal an unified India? 2.What if they left us like Hong Kong which struggled for freedom but ended up in the cruel regime of China? 3.What if their policies failed in our country n turned our country like afghanistan where Soviets made mistake? 4.What if British found it useless piece of difficult terrein and left it untouched but still taking the tax from the people? 5. What if Nepal was already a developed country but couldnt just defend British army? 6.why not make the whole world USA since it is the most powerful nation in the world , if you say "opportunism is what drives to sucess" ,a powerful country can invade another without any legitimate reason? The truth is u r only looking at one part of the coin which luckily shone for the British, but the other part still remains the same in mysery, yes we could never shine but our mysery r far more better than those 30% hungry people in India left by the British becoz they were of no use to them.