kukurni!!!hehehe nothing much to write now really..well dunno got things to say...dun feel like writing it hehe..guess wrote too much yesterday :o).....i dunno why imhere...really no idea anyways...la ta...alik 'seeing' u ...feels better...lookin forward to the day now...didnt have any idea what i was gonna do just now..now everythjing seems so clear...so clean me place..gotta inspection tomorrow..and dyam wahahaha whole night yest was killin mossies...urghh salla dunno which bugger came to me room and kept the windows open...i had taken of the mesh which barrs insests from comin in...cos me fren had shown me the roof was nice place to climb onto..once in a while ..when stress..get some sun..see the stars in the night etc hehe..own space...no one can see u there...yet u can see all the things u want...well some kinda peace and tranquilty..isnt that what we all want?..and salla..well have to keep the glass windo closed ke..salla summer...zinga and mossies ko enjoyment time..anyone ever found out how huge is their population?hehe... salla dunno which gadda...came into me room..opend the window the whole day..(and i definetly know it wasnt me...or was it me?hehehe im sure it wasnt me..dhat..what if i was hehe..salla teytikai getn angry with me other frens hehe..)came home late..ani bhok pani..wah...so dirty the kitchen and all..khannu mood harayo hehe...its good i need to get in diet..i've reached the weight which i never ever dared to dream or thot was possible hehe...and well hungry man is an angry man..wah went up tp me room and what do i see...millions of insects in me room..on the ceiling..urghh tauko tension...didnt know what to do...thot i let them be...ani started to do some work on me pc..(it was on..and i do switch off me pc these days..if i go away hehe..so salla whoi came in ;oP)and urghh salla..then i realised what i thot were just some insects..99% was mossies!!... kya irritating ho...all tryin to bite me(at least some things are attracted to me hehe ;oP)...and buzzin on me ears...wah!!kay RKR AYO!!...dun have a khukuri so well..urghh couldnt find any insect killin spray..took me next weapon..took off me T and oho show me bhuntay body hehe...and started swinging around the T like David swung his sling when he killed goliath..just that i swung it for quite a long time....i was a possesed ke..hungry pani...and well was on a mission...dyam...i think i killed millions!!hope the mossies law doesnt get to me..what goes around comes around ni...i thot i had killed most of them so went back to work..and then dyam...not evne 5 mins had passed...same thing again...i loked up the ceiling and dyam...seemed like what was in the start,...like no mossies had died..wah!! salla haru ta keyho!how many lives do they have?guess all were flyin around when i was swinging me T so didnt realise they hadnt all died hehe...so back at again ke..this time even more possesed...i was in rage...became more violent...no more being gentle!!...wah...i dunno how many things i broke running here and there like a paagal kutta swinging me T everywhere ...wah in the end..well good always prevail ni ;oP....thot the alive ones were acceptable..i mean i dun kill for pleasure ke ;oP....so let them be..felt like donatig a bit of blood ke..since i took a lot of blood...well its a giv3e and take world ni..ek haat ley..ek haat dey..but i guess in the end most of the time ...the world just wanna take take take from us..hyaa.... when the whole thing was over...wah kya exhausted...the walls and the ceilings were splatter with urghh..mossies bodies and stains...such a gory scene i tell u...it still is hyaa....dyam killin was never an easy and clean job ;oP ...guess i dun qualify to be a mafia cos im not good in cleaning what i started hehe...nabha ta wah..godfather haerda haerda..kya dream ko black suit launu..kalo chasma too...hyaa actually i think i will look like a topah ..more of a padey with such clothes wahahaha..well if looks could kill i would be killing by making ppl laugh when they see me in such clothes hehe....anyways thats it..duno last time chek was 4am++ and next time woke up..was 10am++ hehe..cant remember what happened inbetween.. dyam and i thot i wasnt gonna write anything today!!hyaaa all ur fault again! hehe..anyways when i got this time might as well tell u..why i came here..tho u know..do u?hehe i dunno well came here to 'see' u ni..cos i miss u so much silly!..i guess the more i say i miss u..the more i start to miss u..smtimes i cant control when i start missing u so much...and feelin hurt..like right now..but well i feel strong today so alik telling u i miss u...miss u so much salli gaddi!!..and i dun need to say why i miss u hoina?hehe dhat..wanna act dumb ;oP la la since im already 'confessing' ..(time is borrowed..nothin to be scared about i guess..just scared u will be spooked by me..im like those mossies which comes and just buzzes on both of ur ears..and mind hoina?hehe..well kay garney i never knew anyone would make me feel like the way u do..since im feeling like that..might as well tell u and show u everything hoina?tho i aint really showing me everything..too scared ke..just doesnt feel real hoina?cos never felt like this...and i know never will hehe..but i know its more than real :o)..tho hehe what can i say?wahahaha net?post?wahahaha whats real someone tell me!!)..love u so much kukurni!..:o)....dyam im strong hehe well u make me :o).. feeling the hurt again..but hehe am ok with it..and i know its gonna get worse so i better get out here hehe...and next time try to control again unless if i feel strong ..which u always make me feel :o)..just i dunno im scared...well ur smthing precious to me..abo malai daar ta hui rakcha ni...everymoment..even if u told me...u felt the way..i feel u do..even tho u never tell me..wahahaha cant stop being so think and thinking that way..guess u really made me one big dreamer..hehe...but dun worry i got lots of reality cheks esp happening in me real life to know...well some dreams are dreams :o)...just good to dream..and well i be ok if those dreams doesnt come true...arent true :o)..so no worries ni ;o)..i have a feeling i know what u think...thanks for being such a good fren la :o).... hyaa too long have to write another post!!!....dyam me and me control ;oP u take care bhujish!!! miss u!!!salli gaddi!!! 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