no way bro its a dodgy world yaar....i guess we know that but well..dunno hard to accept it...feel dogdy today ..well always been ..but today more dogdy...dodgy things happened and i guess dodgier things will happen..so well ke ke ke garne..i just wish smtimes time just flew by so fast..that i dun have to expereince the dodginess so slowly but surely..but then again..smtimes kya ramro feelin hunda chai dodgy time eyti chito moves hyaa...if we only could foward it when we wanted to..and stop and slow it when we wanted too.. and i dunno what they call it in america..diff words in diff places..but in the end if we understand it i guess.doesnt matter...he is ur boss?hehe well it did help being friendly didnt it?hehe tho it smtimes doesnt :o)...dodgy ni ;o) hehe hope u had a great dinner..ma chai not eatin today..roommates haru well same ni...esto dirty sink chha..ma pani urghh..cant take it..pakaunu maaqn lagyo na..and well guess do feel guilty for not cookin..cos hehe thinking of the times they cooked for me..well i think..i hope i cooked enuf times for them too...but no one counts so hehe..i dunno...hehe cookin is kinda fun hoina..esp if the food turns out right..well for me when im cookin its always an experiment..jay pao thio pakaido..wanna try some new ways..(like steam etc..but alik time pauna..well when will we have time?hoina?) plus i really dunno any dishes..i mean i dun like to what i cook dishes..its all experiments hehe..tho no frens of mine has complained..they are nice ppl :o)...dyam i miss mum's cookin..and nepali food too..hyaaa i should have learned from me mum then...kya jhur feelin ni...esto deprived..and not just in food..but in the end still realising i shouldnt be feelin so jhoor cos im really priveleged comparin with the ppl gettn lesser things...well life ni dogdy i guess we never will feel not deprived...nor will we ever feel its perfect...and appreiciate it as much as we should... anyways enuf bhak bhak..hope u had a nice day..btw where are u now?US?im in Australia..and well i dunno tho i dun really wanna too..cos i like me anonymity hehe..i do feel like meetin some sajhaites here..well like u hehe..not all...or anyone from australia hehe..long summer hols ni...gonna be most prob meetin up a lot of nepalis frens..and ppl..but i dunno why i do feel that well even with them around..this time its just gonna be a more lonelier summer...well...dunno...being alone seems good..but then again..when u miss someone kya jhuur feelin.. oops....too long bhoyo hehe..anymore inspirational story?just curious was the story about u?or someone u know?:o)... hope u had a great day...have one later.... danny