I understand your situation and trust me suside is not at all a solution to that. You still have life most importantly wife, Who still dreams of spending rest of her life with you. You got fired that's okay... fix yourself, get your shit together there's Lotta a opportunity around the corner, you can't see because you've closed your eyes. And wise words: During such times Lotta people incline towards alcohol which will just fuzzy ur brain and deprive you from making right choices and decisions;, if you are Please Stop that because you can't see a clear pic and get fucked up more. If you are ultimately just thinking of divorce think about it with a clear mind, you'll definitely find a solution. Good Luck!! Also talk to your good frens...who listens that helps. Cheer up and be a man!!.