@KhaliSisiPuranoBottl_ I recommend you shadow/volunteer different specialty Physician first if you already haven't done so recently. This will give you the exposure and idea of whether or not you still want to pursue the dream of being a physician. After doing this, if you still feel like going to med school you can use this experience for your AMCAS app (its kind of mandatory anyway). Remember talk is cheap, especially when it sounds like that of former Nepali police cadet, than an action. MCAT is nothing compared to med school curriculum so you will need to rebuild your studying habit again which will need lot of patience. Again, med school is a marathon, not a sprint so patience is the key.