@Pharsi
We all make mistakes, Dear. Even if we are guilty, we have to move forward. Don't let them get into your nerves. I can't share my stories with you but I have committed huge mistakes in my life. And I can relate with you. Take those mistakes as a life experience and move forward. Keep yourself strong. If you are depressed, go see a therapist or ask a friend for help, change your daily routine and add any type of exercise in your routine. Hope this can provide you some strength.