Why am I here? don't know. I feel shamed to go back as may be I didn't achieve my goals here. I constantly think what if I end up being nothing out there in Nepal. I am too old to get married and start a new life or go to school again. I am really frustrated. I get sleepy at work but at home I don't. At work I feel like time passes slow but at home time flies by, which means I am not enjoying what I am doing right now.