Here are some old threads on depression. Good luck coming out of the darkness

http://sajha.com/sajha/html/index.cfm?threadid=107760

http://sajha.com/sajha/html/index.cfm?threadid=93186

http://sajha.com/sajha/html/index.cfm?StartRow=1&PageNum=1&threadid=39903

http://sajha.com/sajha/html/index.cfm?StartRow=1&PageNum=1&threadid=86680