little girl u need to hangout with Americans and go to high school parties, that way u won't feel like left out, don't listen to your parents, u are free to do whatever u wana do and its your right, our nepali society is conservative and man dominated society. Go to extra classes like music, sports etc., don't just stay home all the time. I know your nepali parents might not wana spend money on your extra activities like sports and music but u need to let them know what ur interests are, or else u can work too at fast foods, they hire teenagers too.