@aaa201 bro same here...I did not apply for 2011, 2012 and here I am looking pathetic. But that is life bro. No one knows what holds for you. Try next year but make sure to make this the last time. Have Plan B and C for next year. That's what I am going to do. If Plan B and C does not work, I decided to go back home. BTW I will be in US for 10 years by that time. Even after being here for a decade and u have nothing and still thinking of this stupid status. This makes me feel pathetic. I would rather go home and do what I have to survive. At least I have a bike and a house to live and do not have to worry about my bills and food. :)
Another year and half will be so. By the end of 2015 either I am in USA or in Nepal.