wht a intimating letter???????the way u expressed here urself made me go deep inside the emotional world.i was completely overwhelmed when i move over its words.well i won't say i can totally understand abt wht u R going through right at this movement(i can perceive it being practical but not emotionally) but wht i wanna confess is i can totally acknowledge abt the hardest situation that u r crossing with ur frens in ur regular days.ya,its not that easy to walk around with frens pretending like everything is perfect in ur world despite,that bitter truth abt which u even can't commmunicate. talking abt life n 2 deal with it ,i have never been able to understand it compeletely,not ever.life is risky jorney with miracles.none knows wants gonna happen 2morrow.none has single clue not even a close abt their 2morrow happenings.who knows ,ur dad might make u feel proud 2morrow abt his deed??? who knows ,u will never b tired to describe abt ur dads deeds infront of ur same frens with whom u r obstructing abt ur dads reality.and abt living n dying things...everyone wants to die but they r living unknowingly &the one who wants to live r dying unknowingly...as life n death is not under our control.don't worry gal...time is not always same...as coin has its two parts so do our life...today is a bad day 4 u but who knows 2morrow gonna bring u surprises with happy life... life is abt to deal with courage n u r doing it my heart pumps to slutt u keep going with it never give up !!!!!!!!!!!!