Pyaronepal lai k bhanna chahanchu bhane.. hami mula green card bhako, citizen haru ta gas station ma ghanta handai chau. so don't feel bad abt yourself bro. Quit drinking alcohol if you drink. Start saving money and invest. You may want to work for sometimes and buy a store or something. ma chai super rich hune sapana dekhera stock market ma chireko chu. risky cha. no problem.
I've not drunk alcohol since 2011 and trying to get a degree in business(I was a f*%king genius in my school life). ahile ta dimag pani bhutte bhai sakyo. haha. tara Je huncha ramro ko lagi huncha.
All the best bro.