firstly, if i had a dollar for everytime the word dude was uttered unto this site, i would have been a millionare, dude...kaching, dude...kaching$$$$$, wtf carrying on, i would like to say that MM aka BL has brought about some semblance of reality into this inane high flying literati circle. forget the who is she and whatnot mindless threads, but on the whole he speaks for a large section of nepalese dudes..kachingg, that basically fu.k up and are branded stalwarts. out of the teeming massess of nepali migrants that roam the western world, passportless, visaless, clueless, there are a hundred little boys that have serious emotional, pshycological issues that drive them to do what they have, easy fixes and the like. so they couldn't follow the nepali dream, get a degree, get a mortgage and work ure ass off for the rest of u're life, to pay off a house u didn't want,a life u don't really enjoy,returning home to a wife that wants the best of both worlds, and endless comparisons of what the nearest nepalese couple bought!!! drink ureself to oblivion every weekend, and the wife wants to go home every freakin year, shiiite, some people come abroad and find themselves!! it happens, we are capable of realization, nirvana is not just a grunge band. stuff the poetry MM speaks what he feels, and he does it for me it's dribble at moments, and i fully understand why u couldn't finish posts at times,alcohol does that to u, but bro atleast u're true, irrespective of the times u tried a little hide & seek. i see thru u and what i see i respect stuff hiding behind big words, nice sounding lines or blatantly i'm so macho i post this, ( but f.ck me it's coming out homo-erotic threads ) say what u feel dudes and danny boy u are lucid!! respect to u & the dream