I really don't have patience like you guys do. Just sitting inside the gas station booth makes me feel like suffocating. 
I wish I could join army but I think I don't want to join for someone's cause or don't wana get decapitated by terrorists. Also I fear heights, I can't jump off the plane or chopper during war as I used to be very scared while riding a ferris wheel at Brikuti Mandap. I am ashamed of myself as even girls are doing skydiving and bungy jumping nowadays.I will have hearttack if i do skydiving or bungy jumping.