It is really sad to read this story twice. One of your own experience and second for others. It return all the pain back again as it just happens now...all the tears and pains are growing much fatsre the moment to pass...you believe that you meant something where the truth proves that you were nothing. The best part comes out from this story is that if you have the faith that could catch your hand and resue your days, you will pass it fast..and remains broken pieces in our hear and mind to tell us that life can not give us the hope to live with and fight for ..Only God can enlighten our way..one sad story finished to open a new long one may last forever..Keep faith and believe you will be fine my friend..