Kudos Mr. Bhusal, 

Very well written. I'll tell you what? I remember that golden grape whiskey too because i used to go to buy it for my dad too. I remember i used to buy a bottle which they called it (Quarter) at that time but i don't remember the cost though. Believe it or not i never liked my dad drinking that brandy or whiskey or whatever that shiiit is but now here i am today drinking the same thing just a different brand, JD or Crown, Patron once in a while if my budget allow me to. My dad didn't work for government but i bet he used to do the same thing that you mentioned so that he can afford me and my brothers education. Boy, took me to those days when i was a kid man.. All i can say is that no matter what mistake you did but i still love you buwa..