Looks like you only told us the half of the story.To my knowledge and experience tells me that she wanted to drop you before.She knows you very well, which is normal.She knows your weaknesses more than you do.She is taking advantage of your weak spots to make you sorry.She is not doing this to get you back, but to make you feel more pathetic and make you repent for losing her. You have nothing to gain from this 'late-night-conversation' thing.You are always losing....one thing or another.It is time to forget and move on.You still want her because you don't have another girl.If you had one, you could spend all your energy to make her( the new one) happy. If you are too scared to lose her even now, there is nothing anyone can do.If that the case, you deserve to be treated the way you are treated now. If my suggestion counts, don't call her.Ask her not to call/contact you.Look for another girl so that you can forget her. DP.