Welcome you my death

Feels like no matter how hard I try, it just ain't enough, 
It's so vicious, took way my belief that I had for love, 
Went round and round in circle and left me middle of nowhere, 
Shattered dreams and broken heart with nothingelse to care, 

There is no road, no highway that leads me to where I wana go, 
I am stuck where I don't belong, deep entrenched in woes, 
And everybody seems to have excuse for letting me down, 
I am sick and tired trying to live in ghost town, 

These seasons are too cold, can't find a reason to live, 
Too many endless night, and pain is all that it gives, 
Light seems to fade, on top of faltering hope, 
Too much to bear on my shoulder, too much to cope, 

I just want to fall asleep and no one to disturb, 
I know I will never see again, the face of love, 
Tired of letting myself to be driven by fate, 
With open arms I welcome you my death, 

There will be no struggle, when you kiss me, 
And put your arms around, cause you will see, 
You won’t find my heart, even with all your trickery, 
I will smile at last, while you consume what is left of me.