Hey sonika, Can i refer u something? The kind a thing which u mentioned there is bit rude. I know , u got to be rude when u need. I am in the industry where i got to be lot meaner. I am ashole when it comes to the point where the elasticity of demad lasts. I think u r talking about cheaps guys and cheap music shit. Well, u may be the rich gal from some corrupted dad or some Nepalese guy who made him big in oversea. I think u are not bad person. This stage what concerns is the way u deal with it. I am sure , u will say white boys are hot and cute. Nothing more but piece of advice, dont be proud of your looks, money and fame. These three things are temporary and dont last longer