Don't worry when I wrote that. Just look at yourself, you are wanting to have someone to share your times with, which is okay but just putting your whole effort and soul on following that desire is nonsense.  Why should you be envy looking at other couples? Do you think they really are happy? May be but do you really think they are? They say we descended from our APE ancestors who always emulated behaviors looking at things. May be thats why we want to do things what other people do. Dude, to share love we need another form of life , TRUE but it doesn't necessarily have to be a woman, you can adopt a pet and share your love to it.

I'm telling you by my experience, some relations work but most are running on compromise and conditional love. You do that, I do that, where were you when I was calling, why didn't you call me, why did you look/talk at that girl.. all these kind of shits come bundled with the thing you are wanting.

I'm so happy that I tried twice in my life and they're all same. Wanting to put me on leash like I'm their pet. Excuse me, I'm a free soul nobody can bind me. I'm also a compassionate and kind one and often tend to help people regardless of what sex they are. And, I think this is what I am. I don't run after things, I ask and share experiences and try to bring happiness in people face. We are all alone dude, don't think this illusionary companionship as something immortal. We're here for a drama, we do it and we start some other drama somewhere else in different dimension after we're done here. It's a learning process. My intention is always to put up positive drama. I learned a lot and still learning, that's the interesting part. Everyday there is something to learn. 

Believe me, it sucks. Even if it seems it doesn't, it sucks. Just be hopeful that you'll find someone whose frequency matches up with yours. Don't say, you are sick and tired of listening to this saying but there are pair of frequency everywhere. Yours must have one, the moment you are near it, you'll feel it.

I'm waiting for my real frequency to tune in to. Be warned there are some pretenders out there.

and other thing, being single is a good thing because you don't have to answer to anyone about where you are or what you do. You can come and go as you please without having to ask or get permission. You can date others without having the commitment.

I'm enjoying my self being single and so happy about it, as it let me know who I am and my purpose here is. Being in relationship put stop to all of it, unless the other one also thinks the way you think.

Treat yourself nice and do things that make you happy, don't worry about other for now :D..