nice catch, oys_chill. i really dont know what neurotic girl looks like, but what does her external appearance matter if deep down inside she has a revulsion for her own kind. i suspect she suffers from severe inferiority complex. neuro_girl: all i can say is that you must be going through some serious mental turmoil if you feel the way you say you do. ppl try to inflict pain on others when they themselves feel a lot of pain. perhaps some nepali ketas wronged you, and i am sorry if they hurt you. but life must go on. i too hope that you find someone special. but you need to grow up first. with that kind of attitude, you will not find your prince charming. as they say, birds of a feather stick together...