georgian_satellite,

I missed a thing when I was replying. Having a girlfriend does not mean I committed my life to her. We were DATING each other. And, yes I was in denial about my sexuality which led me to believe that perhaps if I started dating a girl, these feeling would go away. But apparently not.  And there are tons of couples in heterosexual relationship who grow apart and terminate the relationship. I do not see how my case is any different. 

Thanks