Homey ji,
how old are you? lol.. we're just having a fair discussion.
The moment you wrote your 'defeated post' I felt you as a underage who was little influenced and confused and trying to win over the people's mind.

You don't need to prove if you are right or wrong, fire doesn't need to prove how hot it is, ice doesn't need to prove how cold it is, blood doesn't need to prove how red it is, in similar fashion, spiritually awakened people don't need to prove his spirituality.

I was thinking you as being spiritually awakened but the moment you wrote like 'you accepted defeat'.. I was shocked.