There are things we should believe even though we dont see them or prove them. Regarding god, I dont believe the personal god, but I believe there are some supernatural power/creatures that we cannot understand. I will rather say I am one of the confused one whether to believe or not in these things. Science cannot prove the existence of god, but science cannot explain the sources or root of watever exists today. So I dont dont want to believe in god, but there is nothing else that I can full fill that super power position. So I am Confused, and readings thrugh this thread could not enlighten me either, instead I am more confused. 

If I dont believe god because science can not prove it, here is what millineum man says:
I'm not an atheist. I don't think I can call myself a pantheist. The problem involved is too vast for our limited minds. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books. It does not know how. It does not understand the languages in which they are written. The child dimly suspects a mysterious order in the arrangement of the books but doesn't know what it is. That, it seems to me, is the attitude of even the most intelligent human being toward God. We see the universe marvelously arranged and obeying certain laws but only dimly understand these laws. Our limited minds grasp the mysterious force that moves the constellations.

and that shit confused me even more and I will be glad if I confused any of you :)

Summary: It is better not to think about existence of god, beyond the universe and after the death otherwise it will confuse us more and the debate never ends. 
Note: It may be applicable only to me.