rasika kancchi, I am sorry that you came from a broken home where either your dad committed suicide or he was a monster who used to abuse your mom and you daily that you are no longer able to see the good qualities of nepali man.

Honey, what you need is life long counselling. Coming into Sajha and attacking random people is only gonna make you feel better for a few hours but after that you are gonna hit rock bottom again. These people will continue their lives as happy people but you will always be sad and lonely.

Get yourself a therapist and some friends and a life. Don't let your abusive dad control you forever. Live your own life.