ten years ago, this time i may be too young to think profoundly about my future ten years after, but i had some idea that i would be in good shape, no matter what. i guess ten years has passed like a blink of an eye, what has not changed is my dreams, and i am still asking for ten more years to prove myself. i and i know next ten years would pass same like the last ten years has passed, like a blink of an eye. and i would be asking ten more years to gain the respect not from others but from myself. anyway, things have changed, and rapidly, seems like everybody is moving along with it but me. i dont know why it feels like i moving against the wave, everything looks hard to handle including life. i am moving against the time not flowing with it, but going back, and i know it leads me to nowhere. but again i have promised myself for ten years more, and i want to see what would be the good excuse then.