Mero_desh:

I want you to be able to relate to what I am saying. Can you or anyone answer any of these questions:
The more of these questions you can answer, the better I will be able to explain:

What is the closest any of you have come to experiencing life in an ashram? Have you ever lived in Osho's ashram in Nagargun?

Have you ever visited any ashrams in India?
Have you ever had a guru? Do you know the deadly politics that takes place in a temple or in religious institutions?
 
Are you familiar with any gurus like Kripalu Maharaj, Ram Dev, or anyone like that?