To each their own, man. Personally, I've stopped taking pride over our achievements in these formats of the game. Under-19 heryo, 24 barsa ko players rakhera jitcha which gives us fake hope. I used to play cricket with a guy who was the captain of one of the under (certain) age team (National team) side that won big things. He was 4 years older than the age group he was playing for. Fake hope = greater expectations and when we play against them big boys, we get abused, humiliated and then crash all our hopes.