Titomitho bro.....I have sympathy for u pal.......I don't call that often back home but hearing the truth what u have written here......i will for sure call back home more often......I will pray for ur mom and dad safety and as well all related to u........That's why I say that immediately my parents and one of my sisters is here, I will forget about going back to Nepal.....I wake up everyday wishing not to hear anything bad from back home........... Ram Prasad