The source of Nepal's problems is a disease called insecurity. There is no cure for this disease. And it eats inside out. The more insecure you are, the more you see things that make you insecure. It is a vicious disease that eats inside out.

I repeat: there is no known cure for this disease!

And looking through the eyes of insecurity, the most loving and respectful of people look evil and dangerous. There doesn't seem to be any known cure for this disease called insecurity. It seems that we Nepalese have no choice but to be eaten alive by this disease. Sucked in by it's blackhole. A cold black hole on the inside...spinning inwards...self-devouring...threatened by any form of light anywhere. Threatened by any sign of hope, joy, beauty, love, strength or self-esteem. Everything threatens insecurity. 

And anything that goes against insecurity should die. Die. Death is the only mercy for insecurity. Is that what evil ultimately is? Is it it insecurity? Is that what the American President said when he said: We have nothing to fear but fear itself?

What is worse than one insecure person is many insecure people. Why? Because the black hole grows. It grows. It f***ing grows. It grows like a mouth...wider...wider...devouring the whole universe in it's whirlpool. AAAAAAAAH!

Like that. Swallow. Gulp. Yummy.

There is a negative synergy with insecurity. When a group of insecure people are togethor, they feed into each other's insecurity. It's a vicious cycle. It just grows and grows in size.

That is what is known as the crabs who pull each other back into the bucket. They don't let anyone get ahead. Everything and every one is a threat to these crabs.

But, this insecurity is like a blazing fire that is never satisfied. It burns...and burns..like a forest fire that cannot be put out. It consumes so much, and yet, like a hungry stomach, it growls and rumbles for more. It grinds and mashes it's teeth on anything with a form. Anything that stands bold is it's prey. Prey to be taken down through a straw. Sucked in....swallowed. Burp.

It is this insecurity that has consumed Nepal. Nothing else.

And we, the rest of us, looking at the magic called insecurity, we are paralyzed by it's awesome and ever changing shape. It's capabilities seem limitless. You either play insecurities game or you die. That is the law of the universe.

For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

We all were born from insecurity. We conquered it. We formed an ego. And in the end, we lose ourself when our ego is consumed by insecurity. 

The fight is not outside my brothers and sisters. The fight is within you.

Untill you win the fight inside, you will never win the outside fight.

I don't care if you are a billionaire. I don't care if you have the power to crush boulders. I don't care if you have the intellect that can do sommer-saults and eat potatoes with salt. I don't care if your heart can turn into molten jelly or liquid mental. I don't care if you have the power of God himself.

Untill you can escape the jaws of the python known as insecurity, it will swallow you within itself. There is no escaping it.