This one goes for Nas!
I haven't talked to you before, but felt let's be a big mouth here as usual!!
I think you almost showed your balls (?) showing the glimpses of a male torso and then hints of jerking off and then enjoying and pleasuring oneself(?) watching some slick porn. It would be a double standard in your part to say that you got no guts to do all that when you quite successfully did make a  big fiasco about the doomed video you were bringing out hopefully. Not all can do like that, well...
None of my business, but just wanna be a smart ass to give you a heads up that you aced in making some out of the world videos, bolder than these attention seekers' monologoues!