Good advice from Gunda !!! Mindgame, u need to b strong and hold on.It is only a matter of time that you will overcome the sinking feeling.Just hold on and everything will be be fine.Perhaps you should tell us your location.Who knows some kind soul might be willing to keep you company or include you in their activites. Like I said b4, I can only give you moral support.U decide what is good for you. Regards, Bhanja (Singapore))