Well nothing said can ever convince ur psyche brother, its already rigid n entrenched in the denial mode. I would rather kill other douche bags than my fellow countrymen.  Condolences have cum from likes of secretary of state Hillary Clinton n president obama. They were just a guard hired by private security firm not even UN members. Its earned in blood in the span of 200 years of bloody conflicts globally. When it cums to derogating n using low words its either Indian or our fellow brothers. Even a chowkidar in india is profession which they perform sincerely to keep up their family in Nepal who r actually poor guys from the rural areas, is it sumthing to b ashamed of?? technically gurkhas n chowkidar r very different terms except for again indians n sum of our own brothers. Isn’t it a hypocrisy when many of u work in foreign soil n generate tax for them n those taxes r funding the war effort for others. Hard reality of life cums from hard experiences, only hanging an academically qualified certificate on the wall  n working ass off for sum corporation is not enough, these rifle wielding men made the dharan a beautiful city it is today, developed the concept of volunteering, contributing n participating for the local development n hav built other model communities nationally.