Bro: Thanks for sharing your story. I hope there is light at the end of the tunnel. I pray that you will succeed in getting the amount you need in time.
On the flip side of the coin, I have seen some rich kids wasting money and time. I wish they had a chance to read your story and get to know you. Perhaps they will learn something and appreciate what they have.

Dont panic and everythings gonna be fine. Best wishes.