I am soo sorry to hear this. But if you are being decieved so many times and see the trend not to end anytime soon then you need to gain your self respect back. Hope you have a GC to legally here. Hope your husband has good savings so that you can get half of it to start a new base. Please take good care of yourself and sorround yourself with supportive girlfriends/ friends/family . Move to a bigger city and get a great job.Makeyourself over and Look Darn good. You dont deserve to be a Doormat for this guy. Hope things will get better for you girl!!